Day 1: Describe my personality

**Take a deep breath** 

Omnivor. Eh, no... It's an Omnivert. Hahaha.

I just learned about this, actually. 

Before I turned 21, I thought I was an introvert. I was the kind of person who would sit alone in my room, play games by myself, not talk much, avoid social activities, eat alone, and prefer individual tasks instead of group work.

However, during my degree, I discovered a different side of myself. I found that I actually enjoy being outside, meeting new people, talking with others, eating with friends, joining clubs, and making new connections. I started preferring group activities and outings, and I still enjoy them. Sometimes, I can even be very energetic and outgoing.

Well, from my observation, previously, if I wanted to make friends, it would take me some time to start talking. I would usually wait for someone to say hello first or ask me questions. However, now I am often the one who takes the initiative to start conversations. Surprisingly, it does not stop there. I can even ask them to have lunch together or go out for activities like watching movies, karaoke, or shopping. I am really surprised by this change in myself.

On the first day of meeting someone, I can already make a silly joke and laugh loudly, showing my more playful and childish side. I feel like I care less about what people think now, as long as I see that they are comfortable with the way I approach them, I am okay with it.

Even so, I still need time for myself after socialising. After talking, laughing, and spending time with people, I often look for a place to sit alone. It’s a strange feeling because I enjoy being around others, but at the same time, I feel tired. I want to stay with the group and continue having fun, yet I need a moment to recharge. Sometimes, I just want to be on my phone and play a game quietly.

There are moments when I even go to the toilet just to be alone, especially when I cannot find another excuse to step away. When I start to zone out in the middle of conversations, it is usually a sign that I am already tired and need some time for myself. Most of the time, I will call my mum as a way to excuse myself and take a short break.

So I guess, to describe myself, I enjoy socialising, meeting new people, and being active in group settings, but I also need my personal time to recharge.