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Day 2: Things that make me happy

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There are so many things that make me happy.  But if I need to choose one. It would be spending time with the people I love, where I can act silly, childish, and expressive. When I don’t feel judged and just present in the moment. When people are okay with my energy and jokes, because sometimes I'm too high and too low as well, hahaha, it depends.  When conversations feel playful yet deep, light but meaningful, and everything flows naturally without effort. It could be about anything. About current updates on our life, an imaginative kind of conversation about our future or what we would do in a certain situation and of course, gossip hahaha, not to judge, but to observe patterns and reflect, so we can learn something and react better if one day we are in their shoes. I also love spontaneous  plans   like   going to a movie, lunch or dinner, karaoke, or just snacking. Long journeys in a car or bus. Enjoy the scenery and also sleep. Snacking in a car while having...

Day 1: Describe my personality

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**Take a deep breath**  Omnivor. Eh, no... It's an Omnivert. Hahaha. I just learned about this, actually.  Before I turned 21, I thought I was an introvert. I was the kind of person who would sit alone in my room, play games by myself, not talk much, avoid social activities, eat alone, and prefer individual tasks instead of group work. However, during my degree, I discovered a different side of myself. I found that I actually enjoy being outside, meeting new people, talking with others, eating with friends, joining clubs, and making new connections. I started preferring group activities and outings, and I still enjoy them. Sometimes, I can even be very energetic and outgoing. Well, from my observation, previously, if I wanted to make friends, it would take me some time to start talking. I would usually wait for someone to say hello first or ask me questions. However, now I am often the one who takes the initiative to start conversations. Surprisingly, it does not stop there. ...

Happens

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Things happen for a reason. It can be bad or good. It happens. It's happening. It happened. For a reason that we will never know until it happens. When it happens, We will be confused or happy with the situation. We tend to let it go and hope things will get better, or stay happy with the situation. When it's happening, The situation could be tougher than we imagine, or it could be enjoyable. We may feel overwhelmed by thoughts or at ease with the situation. When it happened,  We either learn from the lessons, regret them, or cherish them as memories. We may either resent or appreciate the experience. After all, it happens.  Like it or hate it, We learn, grow, let go and move on. Yet echoes of joy or sorrow may linger. However, life is too short to linger on what must pass. In the end, everything finds its place, as it was meant to. ____The End____

Life is a jorney

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============================== Transformation is a process, and as life happens there are tons of ups and downs. It's a journey of discovery - there are moments on mountaintops and moments in deep valleys of despair – Rick Warren ============================== Throughout all my life I never take life seriously until I further my studies. As a child, my ignorance save me.  I get a chance to live with my family. My age gap with my brothers is quite far. Most of the time I spend with my mum. My main activities is indoor. Colouring, drawing, hand crafting, puzzling, hidden object, reading, playing computer game, watching tv and blogging. Everything I do is with my mum. I don't have friend. I remembered before I sleep my mum will read me a story book while I'm in her arms. It was so calm to be in her arms until now I feel it such a loss to not hug her while allah still give me a chance to.  Entering primary school, my mind start taking a control in my life I love reading especia...

2025

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Love is painful. That was one of my favourite quotes. Tonight, I decided to write again. I open my laptop and search for my blog, and bush , I reset and set up a new one. Change everything that I can change—my username, blog address, background, layout, including my introductions. I did not think too much this time, I just removed everything without thinking if I might miss the old version of my blog. But now that thought comes. 😅 Hahahaha. The reason why I'm starting this blog again bec I'm interested in the Post 30 Days Writing Challenge that came across to me since 17 Nov 2024. Been thinking for so long that I almost forgot about this challenge. Part of my heart wanted to write by handwriting, and part of me wanted to share it here. But tonight, I have decided. I'm gonna do this challenge here.

It's me ! I'm the problem ! It's me !!

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Alhamdulillah 🤲. Most of them are leaving me quietly and are gone now 😌. And of course, there are new problems that already replace them ! But I have become an expert now (Not really actually .. but can say that lah) in handling them (by not recognizing them as problems but my love life 🤣) So just like I did before, I will just enjoy a new problem that comes with or without the invitation and solve it slowly 😌. But if it's too hard and they don't just wanna go, then I'm just going to wait for them to leave me willingly like my late problems jelah ! Much easier 🤣🤣